Thursday, April 17, 2008

Just So You All Know....


....I've been extremely depressed since March for a number of things, really. My mind is restless and within me there is a frustrated and bitter monster clawing to get out. This monster has a story to tell and until I relent to it's power, I fear I will remain sullen, stagnant mess.

Yes, BITCHES, it's that time!!

It's time to write another screenplay!!!!

And to brush up on older ones I've wrote before. I will be submitting my works once again to labs, contests and workshops to get feedback.

Some of my posts here may seem very angst ridden, more so than usual. All I can tell you is that it's part of the process.

The creative monster is out of the cage!!!

He can't be stopped.

19 PEOPLE HAVE UNLOADED:

Monique said...

GRRRRRRR! Ricardo is on the prowl!

meleah rebeccah said...

The creative monster is out of the cage!!!

He can't be stopped.


RUN WITH IT!


wooooooooooooooooooot

Ricardo said...

You knoooowww IIIIIIT!!!!!!

(claps hands behind hear and thrusts hips in and out in a lewd manner)

SJ said...

You look kinda cute in the pic - blue skin is so you :)

Ricardo said...

SJ - Sexy isn't it? The chicks dig it.

Urban Thought said...

Well then, don't stop him. Do the damn thing hommie.

Clay said...

Anger,depression,Rage.....now you're talking! Good luck on the new project.

marsha said...

{{{RAWR}}}, Go Ricardo Go!!

My creative juices have opened the flood gates as well. I have a need to write...I only wish it had started after my move to Tennessee.

Huckdoll said...

I'm like, whoa! And kinda scared :)

Ms. Q said...

It's great when you feel the roar of the creative beast!

I can just imagine the hip thrusting! Funneee!

You and the "chicks dig it"! I'd love to hear a podcast or see you do a YouTube, even a wobbly webcam!

Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

I know about depression: it’s an age old antagonist of mine. Unfortunately, melancholia can keep one’s Muse at an intolerable distance.

Blessings, my friend.

Ricardo said...

Huckdoll - Run!! Run!!! LOL!

MsQ - I'm trying to secure a camera for some video blogging but it's been elusive. As to whether these acts will show up on video, it has to be the right moment. It's can't be forced.

Sometimes Saintly Nick - Yes I have battled depression for the last 8 years and have been able to win my battles most of the time. I have had it both enhance and restrict my creativity. I think this time it may enhance. Thank you for the blessings as they come at a perfect time; passover will begin soon.

Thomas said...

Get to work, then.

Movies are the greatest thing there is.

ALF said...

That picture is definitely going to give me nightmares.

Enemy of the Republic said...

Kick ass and take names, bro!

Leon said...

Is it me or does that monster looks like the Hulk?

Ricardo said...

Thomas, they sure are!!

ALF - Yeah it is scary isn't it? LOL!

Enemy - Thanks!

Leon - Nah, can't be the Hulk. Look at the fangs. Hulk doesn't have those.

dr.alistair said...

if the feelings can be harnessed for creative good then there is some purpose to the pain.

you know that i know what i`m talking about.

Ricardo said...

I know exactly what you mean Dr.A. I have not been myself for the last month. Or a shadow thereof.